And so it ends

After the trials of the previous few days, it felt like victory in itself to get to Blackheath on marathon morning.

We'd been down the night before, and after an easy day enjoying London and our hotel's amenities, an early night and a good nights sleep was an excellent way to finish off the taper.

So I stood in the pen as the race was due to start feeling optimistic for a good race. Even the forecasted high temperatures had been dampened by a rain shower just before the off.

I bumped into fellow Harrier Jon Sinclair at the start and it was nice to see a familiar face and have a bit of banter. We were less than 100m from the elite when the race started, and were across the start line in about 20secs, so good omens for not just a sub-3 on chip time, but also on gun time.

First mile was very steady as the mass of people around me limited my pace, but by miles 2 and 3 was able to pick it up slightly with a bit of clearer running. Through miles 4 and 5 I had settled into marathon pace, and then focussed on locking into this.

Because I hadn't run (or even walked much) for 5 days nursing my sprained ankle, I wasn't feeling completely natural in my running - I was telling myself that my body was just getting warmed up again and I would be soon running more fluidly.

I now was starting to knock out some really consistent miles. The 6 miles from 5-10, were all run within 6 seconds of each other.  This was really pleasing, but two things were starting to trouble me. My HR was high and I couldn't get it below 180 (90% max). Also I was incredibly hot. It was quite humid after the rain and I could really feel it - I always suffer in humid conditions. At every mile I would take a bottle of water, drink a quarter of it and use the rest to try and cool my head, back and legs down. It seemed to be helping.

At around this time I caught Dave McGuire, a local Virgin Active runner who I knew from other local races. He too was aiming for 3hrs and had formed a nice group who he was organising well and encouraging everyone along. My aim was now to stay in this group.

But as we approached Tower Bridge at about half-way, I started to lose contact, and steadily dropped a metre or two. And then 3, 5 and 10. I decided not to work overly hard to stay with them so tried to settle back into my own pace.

From this point, things started to get worse and worse. I felt like I normally feel when I've run 20 miles. Turning right over Tower Bridge I made the conscious decision to forget 3 hours and to re-adjust my target to 3.15 (the good-for-age time).

But every stride was getting harder and harder now, and my pace was dropping all the time. At around mile 15 I had to stop and walk. I was hoping a little breather would re-invigorate me, but it was not the case. I could barely get started again.

The next 11 miles were not so much painful, but more an "out-of-body" experience. It was as if my legs were no longer connected to the rest of my body. I was fully expecting to get this in the last couple of miles, but not with 11 to go!

At least I could take in some of the sights and sounds of the VLM. I was having to run for a quarter or half mile at a time and then stop and walk. I took sweets and oranges from the spectators, waved back to the crowds, and experienced what it must be like for the fun-runners and charity people competing.

I eventually finished in 3.46.

I was pleased that I managed to finish, and wore my finishers medal and t-shirt proudly all day.

Despite this blog and my training been geared to achieving that sub-3 time in my first marathon, it has as much been about the journey to the finish line from when I first entered the ballot 12 months ago. The ups and downs, the successes and heartaches.

I'm oddly not too disappointed.

I guess if I am going for a fast time again I will need to understand what I did wrong, but there is plenty of time for that. And if it just that I'm not built to run marathons then that's fair enough, there are plenty more things to do in life.

But sitting here now, I think I will have another go at one.

Well done to all finishers yesterday, whatever time you finished in.  Maybe see you out there again some time!

Garmin details here

Summary of splits:

Split Time Avg HR
1 07:15 179
2 06:36 173
3 06:25 175
4 06:31 177
5 06:46 179
6 06:44 182
7 06:46 182
8 06:48 182
9 06:49 182
10 06:50 182
11 06:55 181
12 06:59 181
13 07:03 181
14 07:14 178
15 07:46 174
16 08:39 169
17 09:01 161
18 10:14 153
19 10:52 154
20 12:27 139
21 11:17 144
22 10:55 144
23 10:45 148
24 07:54 152
25 13:57 140
26 12:12 143
27 04:33 146
Summary 03:46:28 163

Green for Go !

After visiting Ove Indergaard today, he has given me the Green Light to give it a go on Sunday.

He manipulated the ankle to see the level of motion available, and said I shouldn't be too restricted to run almost normally. And the main thing is that there should be no lasting damage if I run.

So I am just packing my bags and we will be setting off first thing in the morning.

My mood has understandably been lifted enormously. After the long journey this has been, to not even get to the start line would have been the worst outcome.

So probably no more blog posts now but I'll put my twitter feed on this page and my twitter name is http://twitter.com/paulolooney

My running number (which I had collected in the week whilst in London) is 1992 and I'll be starting blue start, pen 2.

Good luck to all the other VLMers out there!

Sadness

I've not posted nor ran much for several weeks, but have had lots of texts and emails asking for progress and offering encouragement so thought I'd best post.

The last few weeks have been overshadowed by the loss of my mother, who died on April 9th after battling illness for several months.

But my mother lived a long, happy and fulfilled life. This is perhaps what all of us try to achieve in our own way.

The picture to the right is one taken of her as a young woman of I think 17.

Thanks for all your well wishes for those who have already contacted or sent messages.



But back to the running. I've had a disaster. On the last mile of my last run (Tuesday), I turned my ankle on a raised cobblestone on the canal towpath. The pain was quite intense and I knew immediately I had done some damage.

I've tried to use RICE to reduce the swelling, and am booked to see Ove Indegaard (Physio) tomorrow at 12 to see what the possibility of me getting to the start line are. I'm truly gutted.

24m in 3 hrs - my last (and best) long run

Today, with just 3 weeks to go before my big day in London, I have ran my last long run.

After last Sunday's tortuous 24-miler, I was worried that today would be even harder, especially as the calm weather that I had hoped for had not transpired.

But I set off as a full "dress rehearsal" running in my Ilkley "red and green", with even my race socks on. I more or less set off to the very minute I will pass the start line in London in 3 weeks time, so for lots of reasons was a great chance to test my preparation and execution.

The great news is that it was by far my best run - I managed the 24miles feeling generally strong the whole way (well at least I could run for the last 4 rather than shuffle). I hit the target I had set myself of doing these 24 miles in under 3 hours, and I made it with 28secs to spare, averaging about 7:28 per mile. I have also now achieved my "20 over 20".

Garmin details here

I had no unscheduled pitstops, so feel like I am getting closer to the right combination of food the day before and in the morning.

Today I also took some gels, which really seemed to make the difference. I had three Torq gels (45g sachets), and had no problems carrying or consuming (I safety pinned the tops to the top/front of my shorts). I didn't have enough  water to drink with them, and on the sprint in to the finish felt slight nauseous. But with better water intake on the day, I think I will be fine. I took mine at 6, 12 and 18 mile today. I think for the London I will carry 5 and take at 4,8,12,16 and 20m instead.

I probably should have taken gels on all my previous long runs, but didn't for two reasons. I slightly subscribe to the Greg McMillan view that not being fully carb-loaded for a Long Run will increase your body's ability to metabolise fat - a useful training exercise.  Also, I can't afford to consume £10+ of gels and drinks on my long runs!

The gels helped the back half of the run, and this showed in my mile splits at:
07:06, 07:05, 06:52, 06:58, 07:14, 07:04, 07:20, 07:09, 07:07, 07:22, 07:22, 07:19, 07:36, 07:27, 07:27, 07:23, 07:35, 07:42, 07:56, 08:06, 07:33, 07:45, 07:57, 07:41

I have plotted these mile splits against my ave HR for each split on the graph.  Interesting. Normally there is an indirect correlation between my min/mile pace and HR (ie as my HR increases I run faster and my my min/mile pace decreases). I have started buidling a model which shows this.

But on this run, as I tired, my my min/mile pace increased (I got slower), but my HR increased. The question for London whether I can squeeze an extra 38secs per mile to get my 26.1m done in 3 hours.

We'll know in 3 weeks time!

Recovery between Long runs

After Sunday's effort I rested Monday and the Tuesday did a little 6 mile steady run. Wednesday was a 10m run with a few miles at MP, and yesterday I rested again.

I'm planning my last long run on Sunday, so will do a gentle run today and then rest again tomorrow.

I'm hoping to do Arthington and back on Sunday in 3hrs - my big target for my 24m LR. Hopefully a windless day will give me a good crack at it. This will also achieve my total of 20 aggregated miles run in the 20m+ "dead zone".

Other news over the week is that due to some drop outs we have been offered a place at the 12 Stage Nationals the weekend before the London, so that should be a good day out and a chance to run on some old haunts in Sutton Park!